“I am sorry.
This was solely my decision. There is no reason. I blame no one for my suicide.
I know my absence in the world won’t stop the time or wind. Its time I bid goodbye
to this world!!”
Well, you committed
suicide because of one of the reasons
- Failed in an exam
- You can no longer handle family fights
- You had a lot of debt to clear
- The major one being- the love of your life left you!!
And you say
you don’t blame anyone? Well, blame yourself.. because
Your mother
can’t pass a day without making 100 attempts to wake you up, feeding you when
you are busy trying to get ready, say “come back home fast sweetheart”, reminding
you not to forget the afternoon lunch, bring you home in the evening, listen to
your days stories patiently, arrange food and get you back to sleep.
Your father can
no longer stay at home as every corner in the house reminds him of you. He can’t
pass a night as there is no one he would silently come up to after his day’s
tiresome work and wrap the blanket around you to protect from the cold wind and
kiss you good night.
Your brother
can never stop visualizing the image of you hanging there and he can’t stop
blaming himself for not giving better protection to you and find his life
meaningless as he had loved you more than his life.
Your sister wakes
up in the morning looking at other side of the bed thinking you are still
there. She is still in a shock and can’t move an inch for months blaming herself
for not being there even when she was there at every instant you needed her.
Your best
friend can’t stop sobbing for weeks in house, road, class and in every other
corner. She no longer talks, laughs, hangs out, studies, partys, plays because it’s
no good without you.
Your friends
won’t stop texting you as they hope you would magically appear and reply to
them.
The guy who
called you his sister will never stop questioning as to why? Why you!!! And will
never stop looking for answers.
Your
boyfriend is living dead. He will never get to courage to stay attached to
anyone and his life just turning worse. He sits in silence in a room, locked up
unable to eat or sleep and hopes that it’s a nightmare and he would wake up in
the morning and everything would turn normal.
Yes, the
neither the winds nor the time stopped, but you did make the lives of people
who loved you just worse!
"Death is not
a solution. It just eliminates the chance of things ever getting better"
